June 23, 2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

special wish forYunita Andini for her 17th birthday. wellyesterday was her birthday and we got a nice dinner.
once again  HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!

Untitled.

hello this is me again, after such a long period of time.
well, exam finished. i already got the report, i'm still happy although i'm not really satisfied.
INFINITE went to BROMO-MALANG-JOGJA!
such a nice 5 days trip, kaki gua bengkak, flu, 2 hari full in the bus. every trip gives memories, and this trip is unforgettable although there's mch thing that ruin my mood.
here for the pict

prambanan, jogja. taken by @arfanbach





bromo, malang.


me and Mr. A :)



P.S : hey someone outthere. i know what you told them about me,  i still respect you but you have no right to talk sth like that, you know NOTHING, and you're such a BIG LIAR.

May 19, 2012

17th

just wanna tell ya about May 17th.
1st, my sister back to town (?) after such a long time in semarang for her college.
2nd, S1LENCE celebrated Tika's birthday party in Istana Nelayan
3rd, Hilda Shabrina's birthday Party
4th, went to 'like the earth' (re:sukabumi) with fams.

 just wanna share some picts.


yuyun, sujan, dipta, me


 ditha, ersa


dipta, ditha


sujan, the birthday girl (tika), ditha


S1LENCE, with ega, didi


in hilda's

May 14, 2012

Taekwondo Tournament

well yesterday i went to Tangerang Open Taekwondo Tournament, with my S1LENCE, Mr. A, and ewok.

just realizing that taekwondo is little bit make me afraid. 
sedikit anarkis tepatnya, ngeliat orang nendang kepala orang, ngeliat orang nendang tangan orang, ngeliat orang nendang muka orang, ngeliat orang nendang perut orang, ngeliat orang nendang angin, ngeliat orang jatoh, ngeliat orang nangis, ngeliat orang kesakitan, ngeliat orang senang, ngeliat orang bajunya sama semua, ngeliat cowo meluk cowo di tengah lapangan,

every weird thing that i never ever seen and know. but at all it's amazing. and FYI my mommy ask me to join the program, but mom how could i do some of that stuff?! maybe i could make the patience of Sabem lose because of my attitude -_-v 

and for Mr. A, i don't allow you to join taekwondo, i won't to see you hug another man -_-






 Me and Mr. A, well we wore the same barca shirt :)


May 12, 2012


Would it be the last? Would it be the end? or something will happen but in the different way?
is it mean good bye? or just something out of plan?
12love.



Because of You



this is the song i sing for my musical test. Everything has a reason and that's not my reason to post it here, but because the lyrics is so like my mood rite now.

Because of You

Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you